I lost controll, or was it blind rage?!


Question: I lost controll, or was it blind rage?
Me and my boyfriend were cooking a cake in the kitchen, he left the room came back I saw him and my mind went blanc at the time, I can remember it all now, I started like play fighting with him then i was gritting my teeth and hitting harder, I couldn't stop, only thing that made me stop was when he stumbled, he said I was smiling when it was happening, I forgot what happened straight after, but after 10 mins I remembered it all, my brain was saying stop it, but my body just wouldn't... I have had a lot of anger built up in me because of school, bullying and just a lot of mis justice. I felt so guilty after wards, it was terriable, and after it happened, i started hugging my boyfriend and then sat down watching tv for a while before relising anything had happened... could it be blind rage? Or a build up of anger???

Answers:

Because you have a loving relationship with your man [open and close], the pent up bullying protection, just came bubbling up as inappropriate anger at the wrong person, before you was aware of where it was coming from.You most probably said to your self in retrospect, that you should have done something about that at the time [at school l mean] and then because it was passed, you had to put that on hold as a protection for the future.My sister had the same build up ready to fire.[she did once on my fiancee and made her cry, when they were play fighting and really hurt my girl without saying sorry].
Now you are aware of where it's at, go to you man and explain what you think happened and you not mean it for him, and thanks darling for handling my inappropriate clearing.
It most probably won't happen again now you have the chance to own it.




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