I want to kill myself. OF COURSE I WILL NOT DO IT. But how do I stop WANTING to?!


Question: I want to kill myself. OF COURSE I WILL NOT DO IT. But how do I stop WANTING to?
I am a full grown woman. I have a law degree and am licensed to practice in 2 states, federal court, and Washington DC. My dad who is elderly now lives with us. I love him dearly, but he keeps telling me to go to bed. He moved in last month. For a MONTH, I have been going to bed when he tells me to because if I don't he DRIVES ME F*092734897^%&^%^%#&%$*&^_(*&_)(*@qn +)(&#q b_(*(*P( _(* OUT OF MY MIND CRAZY AND WON'T SHUT UP ABOUT IT.

I will not and cannot be mean or disrespectful to him. He means well and is a treasure of a human being and I love him, but I want to kill myself. I cannot do the work that I need to do if I have to go to bed when he tells me to. I HAVE CLIENTS, I HAVE TO DO THE WORK OR I WON'T HAVE ANY CLIENTS AND I WISH I WAS DEAD - I WANT HIM TO LEAVE ME ALONE. HE KEEPS TELLING ME HOW EASY IT ALL IS, AND WHY DON'T I DO IT TOMORROW?

MY GOD MY GOD I HAVE TO BE LEFT ALONE - I SWEAR I CANNOT STAND THIS I WISH I WAS DEAD.

I am now a month behind. I guess I should just not come home, right? If I stayed at the office, I could get my work done, but i LIKE MY HOUSE, or I used to. I also like my husband, but I guess I should just forget about him too, right? If the only way I can work is to stay at work, i guess i won't ever be able to come home.


WTF??????????????????????????? I want to come home for dinner, spend some time with my husband, then work until I go to bed, but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO… DAD has to come in and bug the F)(*^&)(*&%(^ OUT of me so much so that I can't work because he keeps telling me to go to bed.

How do I stop wishing I was dead?

Answers:

Hey hun!! :))
Don't worry. These feelings are normal.
Did you know a lot of people experience these exact same feelings??? :))

I am also going through the same thing right now.
You have a lot of things going on in your mind...
and it seems like nobody understands you...


You might get mad easily, or frustrated that you feel this way...
You might say "I just want to be myself again."

Well here are some things you can do...
Its not going to be easy!!

1. Try not to focus on these feelings anymore, tell yourself "This is just anxiety, it will go away eventually. A lot of people are going through the same thing"

2. To help your anxiety, make sure you don't smoke any weed, or smoke cigarettes, because those two things will make you hate yourself. I used to smoke weed everyday for 4 years and after I quit for a month I felt a lot better. Oh and when you smoke cigarettes you may feel like you feel a little better, but a second later you will feel even worse! :(( And you don't want that.

3. Start exercising!! Do NOT sit on your hiney.. that is the worst thing that you can do. Just go out for a run!! Start lifting weights, just make sure you ALWAYS keep busy.

4. Play a lot of video games, if you don't like video games, then start a new hobby and just make sure you keep busy.

5. Get a part time job so your not constantly thinking all the time.

6. Don't drink caffeine, that includes SODA/POP!! Just only water or juices.

I hope this helps. I really want you to feel better.
If you really do these things for two months you will start feeling better about yourself right away.

If after two months you still feel this way, I would recommend you go to your family doctor so they can prescribe you a anti anxiety medicine. :)) Good luck!



hellow friend how did you make that decission actually i dont know but i suggest you stop for that because life is very expensive in this world .



To be honest, i would try smoking a joint an hour before you get home. If you really do hate your life right now it will help, try it one night. if you don't like it try meth. lol i'm kidding stick to weed but seriously i know your a lawyer and all but still who cares it will be legal soon enough just smoke a joint. If you are worried about a hangover. there isn't one. if you think you will lose brain cells, you wont. and if you think it will make you stupid it wont. It actually stimulates brain cell development and makes the side of your brain that uses creativity work more efficiently. So try it and good luck.

http://www.drugpolicy.org/marijuana/factsmyths/




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