How do I find myself?!

your question description itself is the answer....you do have a style....(its written)...i think your cool and i wish i could find girls like you in my cool....whatever your looking for is right in front of you...just accept it and live life large..maybe become a lead vocalist of a metal band....

What you are is a soul that is embodied. It works through the five senses to experience the world. It has a mind that develops certain likes and dislikes. It has the ability to let go of the older habits and develop new ones. It can change but what remains permanent is the soul. So try to be at the soul level and determine its true nature. That's when you will realize who you really are.

they made these things called mirrors a whule back. as legend has it, if u just look into one for a breif second u will see urself

don't give up yourself, you are the best having many qualities within you then whats up.you first think positively

Do not worry. You will yourself as you go through of what it is like to be a teenager. just relax

Peyote. Feels good man. DO NOT VOMIT.

I Feel like you'v just Described me, Seriously we sound like Twins
i Guess its normal......you'll figure things out