I want to kill my self! help..?but cant find motivation?!


Question: I want to kill my self! help..?but cant find motivation?
Today, I was standing by a train ready to jump but I just couldn't find enough motivation to do it...
I'm a girl in my 20th I have no friends, no bf, and i hate my family.
people have always bully me on the past and now i have no friends, all my friends I had have have betray me or use me. I have no bf, no been on a date ones!! in my life, no kiss anyone noting! I have my job people see my quiet and they bully me and stuff push me everyday, etc..
My family over protects me when I was a teen they never let me go anywhere and they never like my friendships! i never went to a party, i never went in a date, I never hang out with my friends because they were always watching me, I still live with them because I have no where to go or not enough money, they control me even they I think. I'm not able to make friends! anywhere I go I cant many any friends! I don't know how to start! I feel invisible I feel like no one can see me! they totally ignore me! I'm currently in school, I work and study like a normal person but I feel totally empty! all i could ever make were online friends and a online bf the is not good! I have no problem on my looks people say I'm pretty beautiful with a nice smile and eyes but I don't care!!
I have enough of my life! I don't see the point of keeping on living? my life is a waste!!
so, I think I should just kill my self! can anyone help me or say something! or just give me the motivation to do it that should be good too! thanks

Answers:

If you can't find the motivation then don't do it. It means that you know deep inside of you that you don't want your life to end.
Why not just pack up and move somewhere that no one knows you and start fresh? Just see what happens, maybe there is too much history about you where you are now and you just need to get away. Even a long holiday or go for a travel year? :)
Just please.. if you don't have the motivation then don't do it..



you feel alone & Isolated? I am sorry... you need to find an activity YOU like ( NOT ANYTHING anyone WANTS you to do .... but WHAT YOU like) then do that activity, like going to the pool, or bowling, or shooting pool, watching movies... or do a community voulenteer, your life is not a waste , it touches someone elses each and every day whether we want it too or not



omg, i so feel your pain, it's like everyday is like a nightmare to me and i have one close friend and thats it, i to was bullied and i quit school, i think about suicide everyday as well, but i just don't know how to do it, i wish i had a gun or something, something that could be quick and easy:(:(



People are not going to motivate you to kill yourself, they will just tell you where to get professional help.

Call a doctor or some other kind of professional.

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Sorry, I will never tell somebody to do it. Trust me, there is a way to fix your life, you don't have to end it. You don't have to fix your life and you can just go on with a suckish life, but it sounds better to me then getting flattened by a train. My card below

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i was in a similiar situations to yours .my problem was this when i was born i had asthma/i would have an asthma attack at the snap of a finger.i had asthma so bad that on my tenth birthday i literally layed on my death bed with tubes running in my mouth / nose /iv's in my arms .i remeber the doctors /nurses tried everything to save me /had no luck . they had given me up for dead /a hour later a specialist had came to my rescue /saved my life i later found out from my parents that the doctor had informed them to make funeral arrangements because i was'nt gonna make it. i did'nt have any friends but i eventually made some friends over the course of time.i just shared my testimony with you because your life is a precious gift from god /the reason you did'nt have the motivation to kill yourself is because god wants you to overcome your problems /seek / serve him because he will never leave you nor forsake you.go / join a church /join their youth dating club /you'll make friends there.you also could become a volunteer/do things to better your community /meet/make new friends .don't let the devil take away your joy because the devil comes to decieve/steal /kill/ destroy.when you wake up in the morning take a good look at yourself /say i 'am a child of god /with god i can conquer anything.keep saying this a few times every morning/this will build up your self esteem /your confidence.



killing yourself doesn't solve the problem, it's just a way to avoid having to deal with it. just get out there and screw your family and all the haters out there. that's their problem if they don't appreciate you for who you are. go out to a bar, meet somebody who likes you, and then you'll feel better about yourself. but whatever you do, don't kill yourself. it won't help you solve anything. you didn't jump in front of that train for a reason. you need to find what that reason is because it's the thing that will change your life. move out of the damn house, forget everybody. sometimes all i want to do is just get the hell away from everything and live in a secluded cabin in the middle of the boreal forest in the middle of canada.



STOP and think...... Seriously you need to sit down and plan your way back on track!. The fact your family over protects you means they care alot about you!! It would devastate them if anything happened to you.. your loved. Its a hard mindset to get out of, it really is, but you need to push through because I promise you the grass will be greener!!. Just imagine, you work hard you get your grades, you ingore the bullies which you will outgrow, you will eventually get a job doing what you want, or you will go to university where it is impossible not to make freinds there. You'll move out have an independant life of your own, start a fresh, lots of friends who accept you for who you are and you'll be confident and you'll be able to achieve anything! I promise, you push through this dark patch and you will see its just a phase, keep your eyes on the bright future :)




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