is suicide the answer to my problems?!

suicide is never the answer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!…

Marvin, Suicide is Not the only answer, just the one that feels right at the wrong time! It doesn't make anything Better or Go Away. In fact, it is very difficult to deal with most things after an attempt. For Example, You are now Crazy, It's hard to be Trusted again, Your Self Esteem get's a beating. It is far more difficult to deal with this after having the Suicide attempt following you now!!

I am not saying your feelings/thoughts aren't Legitimate, they most certainly are!! It's just that sadly, the World can be Very Ugly and feel cruel sometimes. Remember that this is your Life, you need to figure out what causes you to feel like this. Then you need to start taking control of the things you can. In other words, if you can avoid the issues that cause you this amount of anguish, then do so. If not, then remind yourself that you are just as worthy as anyone else, and you deserve to "FEEL"! So you do the Best you can to handle the situation. It will pass one day most likely. I am not saying it will be easy or over soon, but you have to give it some time to work now that it will be on your terms. I don't believe anyone just wakes up one day and wants to be Dead. Begin to think of some things you can do, to gain even a little bit of control over the problem(s). And begin taking a different, more thought through approach to it. See if it doesn't help, at least a little. You have to exhaust ALL other options before turning to Suicide. You can't quit before the Game has truly started!

Also, you should probably see a Doctor or Therapist about this. You don't have to surrender completely, just "Check Yourself". The main thing to remember is that this is just as much your World and no one should violate yours, just as you should not violate others!!
Good Luck and I hope you can find some peace and Understanding soon, I am rooting for you!!

Personal Experience

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suicide is a permanent option. your problems are not. things will get better in time. if you die, nothing
gets better. you always have chances to fix problems. you can't fix dead.

Feeling the same way bro......just gotta keep thinking bout my future i guess.....idk i just wouldnt even know how to kill myself haha it wouldnt be right or feel right yaddamean?