why must i constantly think and worry about the future and not enjoy the present!

THats partially what happened to me, and then I ended up screwing up every piece of present infront of me from being so stressed out. Just think to yourself when you start worrying, no one truly knows what they want to do, things will fall together if you just enjoy day by day and do everything as positively well as you can. I believe in you.

Your life isn't balanced. Once you're truly happy with yourself will be the time that you will enjoy the present.

Try taking theology workshops, they're very interesting. Although no one can help you but yourself, they will hint you toward some places in life. ^^

Just go out of where u usually are, or what your usually doing. If your sitting worrying about stuff your not trying to forget about the bs u see on the Internet and news, hell go smoke not cigerates