About addiction, does anyone else feel weird after using, until they confess?!

Yah cause your guilty & you get depressed. It's like not feeling anything, maybe cause you dont want to feel guilt or shame.

I think you should stop using, and that probably sounds stupid cause you probably know that but seriously what good has it done? Well i used to do a little of everything...because thats the only was i knew how to have fun. Thats what everyone around me did for fun & so i did too. But then i quit partying completely & everything.......sucked ***. But not anymore, i mean i still don't really know what to do for fun but i can have fun without doing it.

& yah plenty of people feel like that about anything, not just abusing drugs but everyday things. Stop using you wont feel that way anymore. Do something else to take your mind off it.

Good luck & hope it all works out