I don't know what I should do right now. Ive been wanting to kill myself fo!
Question: I don't know what I should do right now. Ive been wanting to kill myself for years now?
I'm 17 years old and I hate my life.
I hate everything about it. And I've been wanting to commit suicide for a couple of years now :/
My family all hate me.
Everyday my parents yell at me and blame me for everything.
I cant do this and that.
And they trap me from doing what I want.
They've always treated me like crap and I'm sick of it.
I nearly killed myself when I was 13. And I've been thinking about suicide since I was 11.
So you can see how depressed I am.
My girlfriend of 2 years cheated on me. I became really close to her and she cheats on me.
Now she says she doesn't love me anymore which is a pain.
Cause honestly the only reason I havnt killed myself yet is because of her. But she's gone now. I can do it
I'm failing school. It's my last year and I'm failing nearly every subject I have.
To me I don't have a future at all.
I'm dumb. And I'm really close to actually killing myself.
I just made this account recently so I can ask this.
I don't know what to do anymore.
Everything in my life has just fallen apart.
I can't be smart. I can't pass school.
My family hates me. I get yelled at everyday.
And the one person I truly trusted with my life betrayed me.
I don't know what to do.
You are not dumb. You got this account and just reached out for help.
I hear that you are in a lot of pain and don't know how to make it better. I get suicidal thoughts when I feel trapped. When I feel powerless to have things change. But change is possible. Even doing one small thing can make a big difference. I find that my "self-talk" has a lot to do with how I feel. Try saying good things to yourself about yourself. Getting some friends to talk to helps a lot too. If feels overwheming now, but that can change. I'm on this website because I too felt overwhelmed 2 hours ago. Now, its better.
You are smart enough, you can get through this. And so can I.
I know it doesn't seem like it now but it be okay. To be honest, I not very smart and sometimes my family ignore me but that no reason to kill yourself what about your friends? surely they don't act mean to you beside even though you may not see it there is always someone there for you.
Everything will work out. Just stay positive. Trust me. I've been in the same situation. Used to cut take pills eating disorder and tried to kill myself. Things get better. Dint give up please! Ppl love you they just have a hard time of showing it!!
I can tell you really want to live, so I would like to tell you just to hang in there you're almost an adult and you will be-able to leave and start your own life. You may experience a lot of heartbreak in your lifetime.
Try watching the videos at www.itgetsbetter.org.
Try church I was once in your position but I found god and he helped me trust me everything will be alright:)
think yourself lucky there are many many people out there who are worse of than you ...grow up and get a life and enjoy instead of all this claptrap of moaning how sorry you are for yourself ....
Find out what you can about your situation at school.Where you stand with graduating that is. As far as your family goes.. sounds like a lot of family stress, Is there alcohol or drug abuse in the home? Are your siblings also getting yelled at? Sorry about the GF loss...But if your having issues with depression, it is going to strain your relationships... with everyone. There are many free group therapy meetings available to people with depression...Please find some help. Good Luck to you
I don't know if it helps, but I think that you should really find something to care about in your life right now. I'm saying right now, because in the future you'll have plenty of things that you will care about: your wife, children... You will have all these, you are only 17 and it's just stupid to give up now.
So my advise to you is to get a dog ) or if you don't love dogs, a cat, or whatever. The point is that you should switch your attention and care to some creature that won't betray you. Plus if you get a dog - it is guaranteed that you would go for a walk at least 2 times per day for 20-30 minutes. And exercising is the great way to deal with the depression.
Don't give up, your problems can all be solved, it is just a phase, believe me.