Do you think this will help?!?!

Do you think this will help?!?

Well i've been feeling really depressed of late, to be exact its been clinical for almost a year and its gotten particularly bad the last two weeks and i'm trying to find things to help me out and not keep falling into the suicide thinking zone.

I have no friends at the moment, i know you won't believe me, i have acquaintances but nothing lasting, i'm probably just afriad of rejection and things and i can't talk to my family, if anything i want to avoid them as much as possible but thats not what i want to talk about.

I've been thinking about trying something like myspace, i'd like to post some details about why i feel this way as loads of people seem to relate and yet we all end up suffering on our own so much. I'd like to make some friends too and actually have a conversation but i haven;t used any of these things before and i don't want to make myself more depressed by putting all my details there and i just get hate mail and/or no people to talk to.

What do people think?

2 days ago
lol to Angel A :

If i was having sex then i definitely wouldn't be depressed in the slightest so i guess you're right. Although getting a partner is a damn sight harder than just friends

hiya, ye ive had depression for 6 years and it seems like 20 years, i have not many friends the computer is my life and my kids r of course but we all need our space, anyway someone on here advised me to do my space and i have found it very interesting ive met many people off here and there who suffer the same as we do try it!!!!!! you wont get hate mail and if people dont want to talk to you then thats there problem but ive had a chat with you and you are a very nice person!!! believe me! anyway try it you might like it!! speak to you tomorrow take care and thanx again for the chat i appreciate it!!
stay safe be strong chin up hun.xx