Hi, do you think this is weird..? (reposting for more opinions)?!

Hi, do you think this is weird..? (reposting for more opinions)?

When I think about my future career and life, I imagine myself in the scientific field. I love studying biology, but I choose not to work on living people, merely because I do not want to help people with their problems. I think the US government is a scam, and can really help people with the diseases they have. ( I dont want to digress, but cmon, how have they not found a cure for AIDS??? And I think it is setup that when people have an illness or disease and they are finally cured with all this expensive medication, that they suddenly get another disease that will have to be treated with different, but nonetheless, medication.. which equals money for the government..) I want to go into the field of pathology, working on dead bodies. I'm not sure if I can handle it, because when I see a dead body, it creeps me out, but I don't mind needles and blood too much. But the life I imagine myself living is working on these bodies, but no children or husband is in the picture. Maybe a cat..

This is totally and utterly 100% normal so dont worry about that lol, there is a simple and underlying fact that you want to help people in curing diseses but dont want to directly treat the disese. This is the attitude of a brilliant reasearch scientists as long as you know your stuff which if u love studying biology im sure you do. the field of pathology does not focus mainly on the dead bodies but also covers heamopathogogy where you reasearch blood born diseases. as for the US government i cant really comment as im from the UK but atm the Uk government basically works for the US but i dont want to send this into a political argument so ill stop there. im going on to study medicine and do not see myself with a wife n kids so dont worry about tht either, hope this helps. Luke