Should I seek help help me please.........?!

Should I seek help help me please.........?

Hey ok here it is latly everything has been getting me down I have been going through alot of really hard personal things and I cant seem to get past them I have suddenly become terrified of public places like walking through the mall is the scaryest thing I can think of and I know how messed up that is but i cant get passed it I dont even want to go out side when I can avoid it, and everything remotly conected to waht is going on upsets me and makes me burst into tears I am sopose to go on vaction but I really dont want to and normally i would be so excited my mother and friends think I should see a consaller it would be free because my lawyer said she would set it up for me if i wanted some but I feel so werid going to a consaler I have never been to one has anyone on here is it werid ... has anyone been through this and had it pass on it's own??? if so did it have a name or???thanks

20 hours ago
Kara Doll I am not on drugs I am not 14 or 15 you should not assume things you end up sounding both iggnorant and rude havent you heard the statment when you assume you make an *** out of you and me?
I am sorry about the spelling and the inconsistence of thought pattren however I do not speel very well at the best of times, and it was past three oclock in the morning where I live when I asked that question.

It would probably be a good idea to go ahead and see someone.
I am Bi-polar and I had similar symptoms like, being scared of being out in the public. I had a job that was in the medical field and it was a real problem. I was paranoid of everything. The stress I was under exacerbated the symptoms of the disease. It is not "normal" to be scared of walking in the mall. I went on vacation and thought that people were trying to poison my food for example, or they were plotting to kill me. I am on medication now that controls the symptoms most of the time, but on occasion I still do have thoughts like that and want to be alone in my home. It is very possible that you could have some sort of mental condition. That first step to seek help is the hardest, but it gets better. If it can make you feel better, it will be worth it. Good luck and hope you feel better.