When you breakthrough the years of denial and get real, is acceptence doable. ca!

When you breakthrough the years of denial and get real, is acceptence doable. can i get a witness?

a shy child learns to stand up and be counted and earns a few success and you easily buy your veneer of confidence until you are an arrogant ah. and people complain and you really don't care until one day. one day you are alone. and older. i think bordeline personality disorder is the result of enviroment and conditions, do you? would like to hear from a witness not a theorist but i will grately accept all input. i just don't trust ordinary health care professionals. most, i find, are extremely abstract, prefer abstract and like pills no meaningful, insightful allegories and such. i am one who appreciates technical writing but you cannot explain emotions and humanity that way. exceptions to everyting, a first time for everything but i have crossed paths with such a thing. tell me a story.

2 days ago
INCREDIBLE -- so many excellent answers. Never had this experience on "Answers." However, i asked for a story, an alegorical approach, and i will be true to my stated request. Thanks people. Best answers all if i could. Some for the files.

2 days ago
ANY of you answerers have any views, going a another step, able to comment on any sense of the possibility of a higher power?

yes and no, borderline personality disorder is the result of environmental conditions.. I was recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder and half of me blames my family background and environment, the other half blames my drug use and brain chemical imbalance.. but no matter what the cause is, unfortunately we just have to accept that we live to exist in a battlefield.. there's always the good vs. the evil and most of the time, we blame the existence and the influence of evil, when in reality, we are almost always faced with the battle against ourselves, of being in control or uncontrolled. It really depends on the choices we make, sometimes we can't even make the right choices. It's really hard, really, really hard.. but i think what's important is to become positive about what you're going through, believing that something is happening for a reason. Believing in your own self and acknowledging your in-born strength to survive and exist despite it all. it may seem vague today, but time will tell when you can cope up and live with it, as if living-like-you-don't-have-it, from then on everything will be positively clearer and brighter.