Faith or no faith?!
Question:
Faith or no faith?
Some walk and some talk...
All the people I know just talk ****, and hurt people.
I sit and listen to a song by Jewel, and listen to someone close just put me down saying **** thats hurt full, and I know Ill be better off in the future, but the question is what do I do to keep my anger down and keep my dreams going of having horses and a ranch??
I only got a year and 4 months left...
To make something good for myself..
Answers:
oh girl, i bet you graduate and leave the house in a year huh?
don't worry I get the same **** from my family. my step-dad is always putting me down and blaming things on me and my mom never stands up for me. they say hurtful things to me tell me I'll never be anything. it really hurts when you think that someone you love and know and expect to stand by you, puts you down i know. I only have a year left too, then I'm moving in with my best friend at her house. when people say something to you, just ignore them, smile sweetly and keep listening to your songs. god will keep you strong, don't worry. start imagining what your ranch will be like, how much land you'll have, how many horses, what they look like, their names, colors and breeds. what barn and house will you have, who will be with you? just keep the dreams of those horses and ranch in sight. that's what i do, go figure my dreams are a big ranch too, I already have one horse that I care for. Maybe it is possible for you to get a small dog or other companion that you can take care of. everytime my family puts me down and says i won't make anything good of myself, i smile and think of all the way I WILL prove them wrong and it makes me so happy to think that way. I'll become a famous horse trainer, or a writer, or a teacher. What are you interested in? what do you want to be? a year and 4months isn't much time to think and get ready, start working hard on something now. if there are stables nearby start getting rides there and working there or at least volunteering or exchanging chores you do for riding lessons. Keep you dreams girl, don't let them go. when you let them go you die inside.