This one relationship messed me up forever?!

This one relationship messed me up forever?

Okay so when i 15(i'm 17 now) i had sex with a guy who in the end didn't like for me and and just liked me for my body.so that kind of made me not trust anybody I meet.It took my best friend 2 years before I could trust her again. I think everybody wants something from me.I think every guy that dates me likes doesn't like me for me but only like me for my looks.I don't really tell people how I'm feeling.I push people because of the fear of being rejected or hurt.I don't have many friends because again the fear of rejected or hurt I'm always a ***** to people I just meet so that way they don't wanna talk to me.I always hurt people before they could hurt me.(i just did that to my ex bf).How can I fix this

6 days ago
i think i might of found that guy who's worth jumping feet first but now he won't even reply to my messages.....

You gotta realize that some people are just looking out for themselves. No crime in that, but now you're finding that it's a pretty miserable way to live.

Sit down and be honest with yourself. Concentrate on what you have learned. Raise your self esteem by participating in activities you find worthwhile. Learn to give in a way that is not going to take away from your self image, like volunteering for example. It's also a great way to meet other people who like to contribute as well.

You might be a pretty package, but feeling that is your only asset is limiting. You have so much to offer the world that goes beyond your looks. Discover your talents and passions in life. Fashion? Cooking? Theatre? Photography? Try new things continuously.

I know it seems like most guys are out for one thing, and it's true to a certain extent. If you believe all you have to offer are your looks, guys will pick up on that and move on. Start to enjoy your own company, and guys will become more curious about you and have more respect for you as a result.

Mistakes in love? Yep, happens to everyone. Don't let this one loser rob you from a life full of fun, opportunity, and adventure. It isn't over for you--it's just beginning. Start to take care of yourself rather than pushing people away, take more postive steps than negative ones, and good things will start to happen.

Use your mistake to stregnthen yourself, not tear yourself down further.