Why does my bf watching porn make me feel bad about myself?!

Why does my bf watching porn make me feel bad about myself?

i mean, if i'm home he doesn't watch it. he just watches it when i'm working and he can't have me. but like last night, he was at work, and i told him that i needed to be held when he got in because i was a little upset. and i don't think he did that when he got in... but when i got up i saw he had looked at porn this morning. maybe it's stupid, but that made me really upset and made me cry...

and since i found out he watches it, i've felt so self conscious about the way i look, and have been trying to lose weight and everything. and basically i'm making myself miserable.

i love him, but i'm not so sure i know how to handle this..

you have to learn to communicate with him .. tell him how u feel .. maybe he will be more sensitive.... good luck and u are beautiful .. those broads on pornos are crack whores so they dont live a normal healthy life ....