I cant function properly without zoloft?!

I cant function properly without zoloft?

I dont know anymore. I take zoloft to regulate my mind. When Im happy, I get sad knowing that life is so absolutely pointless. when I dont take zoloft I get consumed by stress and pointless anxiety. Ive been told its because Im left handed. Ive been told its because Im slightly OCD and bi-polar. When the zoloft kicks in, I can almost feel like a chemical shift in my head. I forget about things. I cant work like this.. I can live a life like this. Ive tried some illegal drugs, when I realized this terrible information. Didnt help. Is this how Im going live? Should I just accept this as my fate and live in this world of extremes? Ive been to therapists, phsycotherapists and Ive tried a spiritual approach.. I dont know. What a war I fight everyday : )

Irony.

6 days ago
Yea, Hate Monster nothing beats the invincibility of an SSRI taking over your central nervous system.

I love it dude.

Well, you kinda answered your own question...Zoloft works for you. I have a mood disorder that I believe is genetic. My mom takes sedatives daily and still feels awful. My one aunt has every test done at the docs known to man to make sure she's not dying, another aunt takes so many meds, she's installed aluminun wallpaper on her ceiling (so aliens won't read her thoughts) My sister is a druggie alcoholic. I take one Paxil everyday and probably always will. So what. I take my vitamins everyday. My husband has pills for high b/p and diabetes. No biggy. If I didn't have Paxil and was told in order to feel better, I needed to eat a live cockroach every morning., Well, I'd say bring it on!!!!!!!!!!