How to handle my mental problems.?!
Question:
How to handle my mental problems.?
Ok, so I have a few mental problems. First let me say I am completly serious about this. I am very religious and I hear voices, two of them both male. Sometimes I hear others but they are not as dominant. I burn myself frequently, the worse one was a very hot iron file pushed above my heart, and I have got a infecftion a couple of times. Other than burn I cut, self tattoo and hit myself. The hitting is more like a twitch and way to relief presasure, the other things feel to be more necessary to exist. Now for personality breakdown. I am a very bland, very boring person. I have no need to socialise with others and hate the idea of it. I do have a family and shelter them from this. I shake a lot, nerve problems i guess, I was prescribed xanex once but I felt like I could kill and not care so i stopped. I am into dark stuff, blood dirt demons etc. My problems are getting harder to cope with, more extremes seem necesary to me, any sugestions for my mental state.
Answers:
First off all if your sitting here typing all this out and can't seem to get the nerve to talk to your family the, print this out and hand it to them.... I would also stop what your doing and call
1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433) or 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255 so that they can get you into the nearest Hospital that can help you! It seems your asking for help now I would follow that with making the steps to help yourself. You saying your a very religious person and in to dark stuff....I would consider looking into other things that will help you in the positive way instead of the negative... You have got to make some changes in order to get where you want to be... You can try going to church and talking to a priest, or you can look up information about Wicca/Pagan, Or set your own goals that will get you further in life and go by that.. There are people out there that are willing to help you as long as you're willing to help yourself! I will light a candle for you and hope that you continue to have the straight to take that step to a better view of life... Good luck and call now!