Should i have kids?!

Should i have kids?

===i have vaginal cyst. i would pass that down to half of my chldren... i know how much i hate them and i know how i cry thinking about them i wouldnt want my child to go through that.
===i have glo-coma (sounds like that) well i dont have it yet but all the women in my family do.
===depression runs in my family. i have it horibally bad and my mom has it. its scary and if i some how get it agian or somthing while i have a child i dont know and i dont want my child to cut them selves like i did.
===on my dad's side of the family...every one cant finsih a marriage. and they are all rude. i dont wan tto turn into my father and be liek that towards my child i hate my father. and i dont want my child to hate me.
===fat people run in my family. im fat and i hate it it makes me cry. im trying to loose it but one of my many illnesses make it hard.
+++but i want to experiance birth
should i pass this on to a child?

I can't say for you one way or the other....and I realize that you said you want to experience birth, but would it be possible for you to adopt a child and be in the birthing room when it happens?

there's a chance that none or some of that will be passed down to a child and there's not a way for someone else to decide for you, I just wanted to possibly offer you another option to help make you more comfortable with your big decision