My love for asian women, and worrying?!
Question:
My love for asian women, and worrying?
I feel like a complete idiot for asking this because I know it's very silly to some people. Okay the deal is...I love asian women. Their looks, their culture, etc. I truly love these women more then any other group of women in this world. Now agian this to some is very silly, and stupid but sometimes I get like a voice in my head asking me if I'm truly in love with these women, and I know I am, but the voice keeps asking/testing, like I have a second mind or something. Now this doesn't happen all the time, and when it doesn't I'm so happy about...everything, but when the voice comes in, I simply can't focus on anything I'm doing and avoid talking to other people, as if I'm too busy arguing with myself in my head. Why do I go through this when I KNOW I love these women? Am I'm going crazy or what?
P.S. No. I'm not a fetish freak. I also worry about other stuff too, so yeah I am a bit of a worry wart, but is the reason to why I'm feeling like this because of that?
Answers:
I think it's a case of anxiety mixed with self doubt. You're gonna have to learn to take chances in life- and that includes matters of the heart. "To have loved and lost is better than not having to love..." Trust your instincts.