Making myself ill all because i hate myself?!

Making myself ill all because i hate myself?

hey its probly stupid to post this but i have no1 else to talk to i make myself sick because i want to be thin i hate myself and when i look in the mirror i just wanna cry i hate who i am and what iv become people say i ent fat but it just wont click and now when i eat meals i feel ill i hate the way i look and wont even go out the house without make up or anythink i just dunno what to do please help

1 week ago
for one this ist my account im just using it because i dont have one and im not attention seeking im going threw a really bad time and it didt help that my nan calls me fat and ugly so erm thanks

going by your name on here, i don't suppose i would like who i had become if it has any relevance to the way you live............however, you seem very depressed or attention seeking, a bit confused with this one. I would go to a doctor and tell him what you have told us. They maybe give you some help.