Am i really depressed?????????!

Am i really depressed?????????

I am finally going to see my doctor tomorrow about my depression. But i dunno sometimes i wonder am i really depressed ? or is it just me? or is what am i experiencing just normal life? . Well whatever it is, i been experiencing it for a year.
I have much difficulty articulating how i feel to other people and so i comprised a list of what i feel is wrong with me, so ill have a much easier time speaking to doctor about it.

* I have extreme mood swings, which can switch from being content to feeling super down and wanting to die
* All i ever do is eat and sleep, i avoid ever going out and i avoid my friends
* I overreact to most trivial things and my feeling for family members and friends can instantly change from love to hate
* i feel very irritable and i am easily wound up
* I'm failing uni
* I alway feel sad sometimes i feel empty and spaced and and am angry for no reason.
* Although i don't have the guts to do it, when i am depressed, i often think about killing mysel

1 week ago
Does it sound like I’m depressed or is it just me or is it normal life??????????

This is not normal life. You are depressed. Take your list to the doctor and see if there are meds that you can start taking that will help improve your mood. You can get out of this rut, and start living your life in a a better way. Good luck to you.