I'm too freaking lazy?!? WHY!!!!!!????!

I'm too freaking lazy?!? WHY!!!!!!????

I slug around and do little things around the house here and there...mostly play online. I make my kids lunch but wont feed myself....I am soooo far behind on laundry I'm surprised we still have *some* clean clothes. I am on anti-depressants (have been for over a year). And nothing has changed. What else could this be?

1 week ago
I dont deserve children? Well, arent you a b**** that knows how to strike a nerve. Anyway, my children are very bright, active, and well taken care of. As if I need to explain myself to you. I am married...24...2 small kids...NO car...but my husband drives a 2006 Denali...go figure. Anyway, I am a college student and also getting ready to work on my real estate license. I do the same thing every day. Sit at home and clean. We moved to a new town and I have no friends or family here. Maybe that is why I am depressed/think I have no reason to do anything.

1 week ago
P.s. I doubt weight has anything to do with it. I am 5'1 and 125lbs. but thank you for your concerm

1 week ago
Hmmm...anemia. I am borderline anemic but I dont take anything for it. I didnt think that would effect my energy...maybe this is why I have been getting dizzy spells lately too....gosh I never even consider this. You may be on to something! Thank you! I will look into it! You get the best answer when it will let me! :)

You are not lazy - you just have a different schedule for chores. I am the same way at home (work is a different story - others depend on me, so I am meticulous)
Believe it or not - things get done. You say you are behind on laundry - it's not like you're never gonna do it, but you will do it when you get around to it. Lot of us are in the habit of rushing/fast pace and look at others as slow and lazy. Don't really know who is right though- I get things done quite quickly if well compensated. I don't get paid for the work at home - so I take my time.

One thing though - do not reassure yourself with labels like - depressed, lazy etc. you doing all right - had you not - social services would have taken your kids away. So keep on and you'll catch up.