Im serious all the time....i dont know how to relax and joke around anymore?!
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Im serious all the time....i dont know how to relax and joke around anymore?
I dont know wats up with me...ive been feeling wierd ever since end of elementary school...my parent raised me to be indian and i hated my culture and my religion it made me serious (very conservative in nature..they hate the american free way)...im 25 now and i feel old, i feel like i missed out on the small joys ppl have when they're in middle school, high school, and college...i cant keep friends for too long cause i just act serious...i lost my kindness and originality i feel numb inside and that my life is a waste......i hate myself...and wat ive become I want to change but dont know how..no matter wat i do it seems wrong.......i talk like a DOWNER and i hate it..i want to positive but its hard to do so..my friends left me cause i get mad easily, my girl left me, im out of college and havent passed my test to become a pharmacist.....WAT WOULD U DO IF U WERE IN MY SHOES...wat would u think internally..u know
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Wow, are you ever depressed. Get some counselling, it will help. It is possible you need to be on some meds, they do help. Find some counselling fast. Don't waste the rest of your young life missing your childhood, then you will regret missing out on your 20's..etc.