I feel like I just want to die. I take all kinds of pills for depression, I am s!

I feel like I just want to die. I take all kinds of pills for depression, I am seeing a counselor, but these?

feelings still persist. I don't want to tell my doctor how i really feel cause she'll have me locked up or confined to a mental institution. But I'm not crazy, I just don't want to live anymore. What's so bad about that. I have no friends, my family does not care about me, so I would not be hurting anyone. What's the harm in killing myself. I see nothing but good come out of it.

First off, I told my doc I was seeing ghosts in my house, and they did not lock me up. Sounds to me you are not being completely honest with your doctor, so as a result, he is perscribing you the wrong medicaiton.
Second, I really feel that emotions are a choice, and it is possible to control them! Your brain just needs reprogramming! Once your brain is taught to think a certain way, it will continue to think that why, until told otherwise! Try this. . .
Every morning when you get up, go look in the mirror and say this affirmation. . ." I am beautiful! I am happy! People do not make my worth! I make my worth!" Repeat that everyday! and DO NOT stop. . .You will instantly start to feel happier, and it least get the sadness under control! If you want more info, please feel free to e mail me! I am not going to tell you more, unless you show me that you are ready to get better! Good luck!