I've been hating this life for sooo long,how could i stop?!

I've been hating this life for sooo long,how could i stop?

i was a good student,excelled in studies,had a very stable self-esteem and some of close friends.It was all started when i failed to get medicine scolarship to study overseas,i really wanted it coz i don't have a happy family,thus i need to be successful in another aspect of life in order to live normally.i tried to commit suicide twice-my life was over that day.Then,my family got cursed by evil neighbour,my father met an accident,i enrolled in a nearby uni doing some **** course[psychology] while my parents keep on trying to kill each other.Financial sucks either and i don't have friends at all coz practically i'm not interested!all i want is to sleep!do u guys think i should get anti-depressant?

I think you should see a mental health professional and let them help you sort it out. They might suggest a combination of things such as medicine and counseling. It is a great strength to seek help and to learn.