Please don't judge me?!

Please don't judge me?

...but i suffer with depression, an eating disorder and self harm and find myself suicidal a lot. The past few days i have been taking insulin, even though i am not diabetic..i only have taken a small unit though and it gives me some sort of satisfaction to know its harming me...or is it? Please don't answer if your going to say something hurtful or you are ignorant to the subject as it does not help anyone!

i see a gp and am awaiting an appointment with the psychiatrist.

thanks in advance x

1 week ago
to trevor and anyone else who thinks i am attention seeking, you are completely 100% right to have your opinion but you do not know me or what i am going through so i don't judge you for your answer. I don't want judged just opinions. I know what i am doing is wrong, of course i do but i cannot see sometimes just how wrong it is as i convince myself it's 'normal'. But perhas you are right i am asking to be judged, but in a way that helps, not makes me feel worse. If i wanted pure attention why would i harm myself and only tell people who don't know me and can't stop me? plus there is much better ways to get attention than self harm. You should also have pity on those who do actually go to extreme lengths for attention, what does that say about the people around them? As i say you are entitled to your opinion, I know what i am doing yes-but it doesn't mean i am really in control or should be. best of luck to you though!

i understand were you are coming from completely i myself have self harmed in the past and have played with the thought of attempting suicide it is a great thing that you are waiting on an appointment with a psychiatrist i have also been to one before please make sure you tell him/her everything you are feeling and doing so they can help you completely they are not judge-mental and will always be confidential you have not said your age but if you are young anti depressants are not a good idea as they are addictive and that is a road you do not ever want to go down ! insulin is not going to be doing you a great sense of harm but it will not be doing you any good either please tell someone your psychiatrist preferable about this hope this helps