I had a GOOD DAY today, but now i'm CRYING i feel sad, am i depressed again? PLe!
Question:
I had a GOOD DAY today, but now i'm CRYING i feel sad, am i depressed again? PLease help me, im SUICIDAL?
although i dont believe in that 'illness' 'depression'
thats just the word i'll use just cuz it's familiar
im 16, i've been 'depressed' i think since i was
9 , i only spoke very little in class, lost friends because i became really quiet, literally speaking 10 words a day in class,
i attempted suicide at 12 , two times
overdosing on 23 pills
it seemed like i ''got better at '14-15' but not completely , only a little bit
basically i had a good day, spent with 3 good friends who i havent seen for almost a yr.
but why am i so sad for? y am i crying?
i dont want to 'fall back into "depression" again..
because i'm also suicidal
(i know suicide is bad, dont even preach about it, that wont help at all, just b useless and already known info)
Answers:
From someone who has struggled with depression most of my life, I can tell you there are always some hurdles, but there are also some good times ahead of you. I suggest you call your therapist or psychiatrist right away.
If you ever need to chat, you can e-mail me at snazzlefrazz@yahoo.com
Take Care & God Bless