I dont no wat 2 do?!

I dont no wat 2 do?

i feel like running away & not coming looking back.
i dont no y i want 2 but then i do no y wat should i do
my parents are good parents my life is ok well sometimes
my parents do abuse me or anything but then im not like a stupid rich spoiled brat that thinks they have such a grate life that it sucks





its just that i dont no who i am any more because
one second im mad the then next im happy then later i might be full of rage the later i might be sad


i can c my self rnning down the street & just keep goin but i dont want 2 run from my probles i want 2 face them head on like i should.
& i have tryed goin for i walk it helped but be for i new it i waz over 2 miles away from my house & i was not %100 sure where i was because i was walking in the woods

i write things down in note book that i have with me all the time now 2 help but i just want 2 take it & throw it away cause i no its not me im like traped im a sad emotional part of my self & i dont like it

1 week ago
& i HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...


because when im sad or mad i cut my self & i dont wont 2 do it any more dut when i get in that mood it like something comes over me & makes me do it & i cant stop but a few times i have over come the urge but its get ing harder & harder 2

I JUST NEED HELP !!!! PLEZZZZ
if u have any ideas tell me i need them



& i want 2 cut now for spilling what im thinking & feeling on this page
but i wont im goin 2 FIGHT IT

are you a teenager? sounds like you have a lot of anger inside of you. i was the same way when i was younger i had a lot of problems and nobody not even my parents understood. they tried to but didnt help. cutting yourself is not the answer it may feel good at the time but in the long run it doesnt help. if you go to school see if you can talk to a social worker or see if there are any groups in your area that can help you. it sounds like you are dealing with depression and you need to be put on some medication and you definatly need some help and some counseling because this is not something that will go away by itself o that you can solve on your own. or visit some sites on the internet that have help in your area.