I'm 15 and I feel depressed?!

I'm 15 and I feel depressed?

im 15 and I feel depressed right now. I get depressed every 2 weeks, is it normal? also school ended 2 weeks ago. I'm usually by myself cause my friends either have jobs, on travel or have gf's. I have no siblings and my parents always work. I just feel terrible because my student exchange to austrilia fell through, my grandma died and alot more things that happened to me. I have to keep emotions to myself cause I dont have any close friends and my parents have short memories so they usually forget. I dont want to talk to cancellors cause I dont want to feel stupid or anything. I've been single my whole life, its not that im ugly, its just that im shy with girls who I like, and I blow chance with them. my family says im aloud to move to frankfurt to live with realtives. I want to move there so badly cause I feel like I need a new start. we phoned my relatives 3 times in 3 days but they didnt pick up. im thinking like its not going to happen cause usually in my life the answer is no

1 week ago
can u help me

Feeling depressed is not necessary a bad thing. Happiness exist because sadness exist and vice versa. In sadness, you will find happiness. Don't force expectations onto yourself and just live your life as naturally as possible. I know that sounds lame, but the best things come when you least expect it. If what you are expecting doesn't come, then that's the way your life is and you should see that it is perfect the way it is.