Help, please.?!
Question:
Help, please.?
ive noticed whenever my hand lands on my neck/chest (playing with my necklaces, dont be perverted) well, when it land on my left side of chest, i become rampant and so enraged,i actually started snapping stuff apart and punching things. the thing is, when i take my hand off, im perfectly fine. i attribute it to the fact that once, when i was sleeping on a plane, some guy molested me on that side, and i was furious and slapped him.
when my hand is on my right side, i feel guilty, and horrible. i feel like im the most horrible person ever. i attribute THAT to the fact that this guy in my science class last year molested me on that side of my chest, and i felt like the world's biggest $lut.
idk what to do. i cant hug people anymore, i punched my friend the other day. i want it to stop. and i know if i tell the psychiatrist she'll find the kid in my science class and she'll make sure he's in trouble. and i can't let that happen.
Answers:
You should tell your psychiatrist. Chances are the kid won't get in trouble especially if he's a teenage boy. The attitude is that boys will be boys and a slight grab at the breast is no big deal and for most, it's enough to get annoyed and angry at, but not to the point of obsessive trauma that you are experiencing.
You clearly have a lot of issues that need to be dealt with.