Its all the time in between thats terrible sometimes..?!

Its all the time in between thats terrible sometimes..?

Hi,

sorry for the confusing title. I have depression amongst other mental health issues. I see my doctor, a counsellor and am awaiting an appointment with the psychiatrist. i try to get enough sleep, eat well etc.....I still find myself suicidal a lot of the time..however i always find the worst times are not when i am facing it and talking to the professionals, its all the time in between when i feel so hopeless and alone...(i dont have much support)..does anyone else feel this way?

I do contact the samaritans but cannot ring them often as i am rarely at home alone to ring.

thanks in advance
x

I feel this way alot well practically all the time only i dont have anyone to talk to so i just face it and do what i need to do i feel suicidal alot too and i find it very hard to deal with that so i end up just giving in yh i know it's not that great but theres no point fighting. Well i doubt i've helped but maybe i've reassured you that your not alone and i'm always gonna be here for you.