Is this depression? How do I get myself out of this?!

Is this depression? How do I get myself out of this?

I moved into my best friend's house two months ago after an inpatient eating disorders treatment program. I have never gotten along well with my parents and made the decision to leave during my time at the hospital. My therapists made me realize that I function as a "scapegoat" for my parents.

Since moving in, I've felt so overwhelmed and unsure of where to start. As a result, I've been smoking marijuana on a daily basis... yet I can't seem to do what I need to do. My depression is out of control right now. I also was arrested for shoplifting in March, yet somehow got a Disorderly Persons charge on my record. I have such anxiety about this charge that I'm scared to apply for jobs.

I honestly miss my family and for some reason, feel bad that I hurt them (by leaving). They keep telling me I'm making the biggest mistake of my life and will hardly talk to me. I'm really unsure of which problem to tackle first. Someone please advise me?

2 weeks ago
I also want to add that I haven't been getting along well with my friend since moving in. We had a situation where her boyfriend propositioned me to sleep with him, yet she's still with him. Apparently she's secretly mad at me for a bunch of things, but I haven't heard anything.

call dr. phil - he can help you better than anyone on yahoo.....