Is this bad luck? or punishment?!

Is this bad luck? or punishment?

i never been one to believe in bad luck or karma.. and i still dont, but sometimes i think someones Fing with me and i wish i knew who.. anyway, things always and i do mean ALWAYS go like this..


How my days go-

-normal
-normal
-good
-good
-really good
-bad
-real bad
-real bad for awhile

...and repeat

i mean really thats how my day, week, month goes on different situations.. im dead serious i think someones Fing with me or im cursed or something.. because things never went normal for a period or actually turned out good and thats it, everything ends in a bad way..

for example:

say i saved $50 to buy a puppy, i save up and i buy this puppy, things go fine, week or so later this puppy has an illness which spreads to me and i end up in the hospital puking and crying, they put puppy to sleep and my hard work was waisted plus my parents have a hefty bill on their hands cause of me being in the hospital.. on top of that someone just stole our car while i was in the hospital..

2 weeks ago
just apply the above situation to just about anything resembling a good thing..

now i know im not all emotional.. i cant be crazy i just cant

but i swear its like im being F'd with, its like... if you played "my god" and you decided to pick on me, this is exactly how it would go..


i know all good things come to an end.. but do they always have to end badly? why cant they end in a good way? or normal?

i swear its not like im making these bad things happen!! its just they happen! without me knowing or suspecting..

theirs been times i begged and wished i knew who F'd with me for revenge.. or another chance at whatever the hell i did wrong..

give me some opinions :)

2 weeks ago
what sucks worse..
is that the bad totally wrecks the good to the point where its not even worth saying "least it was good"... everyone i know told me i have badluck at one point or another..

wonder what crime i committed in the realm of luck...

Stop trying to read into things, that really aren't there...we all have good days and bad sweetheart..it is just life...things just happen to the best of us...try to just live with things, and before you do anything, really evaluate the situation, look at the pros and cons, and maybe you can avoid some of the things that have happened to you...Good Luck, and God Bless