I just can't stop crying. Every night I cry myself to sleep. I know I'm depresse!

I just can't stop crying. Every night I cry myself to sleep. I know I'm depressed, but I can't seem to find a

way out. I do take medications for depression, but still the pain I feel inside will not go away. People say I make them laugh, that I am funny, but they don't know what I am feeling inside. Inside, I feel as if I'm dying. I have a job, but I can't stand my work. The people there are just ignorant and just want to use you. I've joined clubs to meet people, but these feelings will not go away. My doctor, when I see him, hurriedly writes me a prescription and rushes me out the door, so he can make 100.00 every 10 minutes. I'm fed up with doctors, pills, and with people in general. Can you offer me any solace in my time of sorrow?

Sounds like you're miserable in your job. Can you find a job that fits you better? Something where you feel valued and can appreciate the people around you.
What would you really like to do with your life? Let yourself consider that, and listen to any inspiration that comes to you. True inspiration give you hope and energy to move into life and enjoy it. What have you done in the past that has lit you up? What do you love to do? What makes you smile?
All the information you need is within you - listen to yourself and take your feelings seriously. It's like the childhood game where you're guided by people telling you you're getting warmer or you're getting colder. Go go
towards what makes you warmer!