This is gonna sound kinda weird but...?!

This is gonna sound kinda weird but...?

i am really really pissed at myself right now and i really dont want to say y, all i'm gonna say is i did some stuff that i didn't think much of at the time, and then unexpectedly my friend told me how much it bothered him. is there anything i can do that could make me forget about it? and it is late so please, no one say "hang out w/ some friends" or anything like that. i already told my friend how sorry i am.
thx!! <3

2 weeks ago
im not gonna say all the details, but my friend's friend died and i interfered too much, kind of pitied him too much, and i did some stuff as a tribute to his friend, and he was bothered by it b/c he thought that for someone who didn't know her, it was taking it a little too far.

2 weeks ago
i did not contribute to this girl's death it was no one's fault.

Well, it's hard to answer a question with no explanation. So, I can assume a million things with what you just said and have different solutions for each one. I guess you have to open up to someone or just figure out the trouble yourself. Good luck.