Im trying to phase out my family because they are not good for me to be around.?!

Im trying to phase out my family because they are not good for me to be around.?

They are still helping me pay for school so I am still tied to them financially. It seems simple to say get a job. However I already have one that doesnt pay enough and since I have to deal with bipolar crap on top of that, things just add up. What would be the best thing to do? They keep calling and I feel like **** whenever I talk to them. Something tells me the way Im wording the question im not going to like the answers. Soooo many people stand by their families and well I tried its just they never took the time to know me. My emotions meant nothing I had to constantly make them feel better. ok well just let me know what you think or if you have any experience with this. Thank u.

2 weeks ago
yea its kinda a bad thing when you get around your fam and you get suicidal. I dont ask for that to happen but it feels that uncomfortable being around them and I start to hate myself. I just dont get it.

Im planning to do so cuz , although all my life i've tried to fulfill their wishes and be at their service they've always made me feel incompetent and down. if those are your reasons as well, do it without fear, some families are better to be left behind cuz they've made enough damages to your soul till now.