I need help? i cant cope with the pain?!

I need help? i cant cope with the pain?

Im on the verge of a nervous breakdown because of my x bf, he was madly in love with me and then the next wanted me out of his life. He was my world i loved him dearly and still do, over the past 8 weeks since this has happened ive lost so much weight and i am bordering on anorexia, i held onto hope he would come back but i spoke with him tonight and he is being so mean to me and saying that its never going to happen again i was strung along because he had wanted to be friends and in the next breath not wanting me in his life at all. I need help i dont know what to do he has pushed me over the edge, i cant eat, i cant sleep im falling apart im a shadow of my former self. Tomorow i will collect the rest of my things and i wil tell him what i think of him i can be mean to and i think its time i just didnt want to lower myself to his level. How am i going to pull myself together, i feel now that i am very thin why not go all the way and just never eat again and just die that way!

I highly suggest you talk to a therapist.