Is this noraml for a teenager or am I actually depressed?!

Is this noraml for a teenager or am I actually depressed?

Hi, I'm so sad, and miserable, but I never let it show on the outside, because then I know people will start fussing, Im 5"5 and 140 pounds! Im getting a gross rolling on my tummy, NO boys like me, I always feel like, Im not reaching something........ Which makes me sad, I have plenty of friends, but sometimes I get jealous, they're all skinny, and so pretty, and I like have never had a proper bf, and most of them are not virgins! I feel so ugly, I am a teenager, but is this normal, I cant talk to my parents. Am I sick in the head, what should I do, is this normal????? Please tell me, I feel like I have a lot of love to give, but no-one wants it............

Juicy Lucy, your story reminds me so much of me when I was in High School, I was what you called Husky, a polite word for being over-weight! Isn't there someone like an Aunt or Uncle, Grandmother or Grandfather you can talk to? How about sitting down with your Mom and tell her exactly what you have told us! She might surprise you and be more understanding then you give her credit for! All is not lost. I went to my 25th High School Reunion and all the In-Crowd were fat and lazy. All the Nerds and outcasts were successful and healthy! Good Luck and I hope you can talk to your Mom about this.