I feel hopless and a complete nothing, can you help me?!

I feel hopless and a complete nothing, can you help me?

U just finished my studies, and i am searching for a decent job, a job which obviously has to do with course i made. i attended interviews and such but until no, no one called back. One called back but he keeps telling me "Next week you ll start" it is sooo getting me angry!

I am passing my days on the pc doing practically nothing, oki i go out and stuff with my bf, who really tries to help me out.but i feel hopless and sad and depressed. mood is terrible with everyone!. i feel like i have nothing good in my life.

Do feel like me? or have you felt this thing? what can i do? The only thing i like is when i sleep cos i stop thinking. *sigh* gimme ideas of what can i do to improve my mood? and become a little happier and accept the way things are? pls

2 weeks ago
I am angry because the guy who offered me a job, is telling that i am starting for about a month and he is postmoning it! also. the jobs i searching, ARE related to my studies.

yes i really understand what you say because once i had the same situation first of dont be so hard on yourself that you are not doing anything sure you can read books watch TV do excersize for your health then you should keep in mind that your efforts some day in the future would pay off you should be patiant but be positive about future try to treasure every moment and never give up to try your best