Not sure how people will answer. as ther isnt one but?!

Not sure how people will answer. as ther isnt one but?

fed up of feeling like this,
i self harm,- doesnt bother me, although it does other(not tht many know)
i used to be bulimic-only make myself sick now and then when i feel iv eaten too much,
iv taken quiet a few overdoses,
i did go counslering for a year but iv recently stopped goin is no help at all,
i wa son antil depressiants but they werent helping either but i cnt have thm now as i dont go to counclein,
but i dont care,
am i beyond help,
if not how?
iv tried everything,
you dont understand!
im 17,,, my dad hits me... and when he doesnt which id rather he just talks to me like a piece of s***t and i think my mum is havbing an affair i couldnt care anymore about life!!!

2 weeks ago
it was a theripist...
and i dont know.
its hard to find any help off anyoine as i dont want to upset them.
or they dont take me serious!

I bet you are fed up of feeling like this.
Your parents suck and you are stuck in their drama.
Self-harm - been there, did that.
Eating disorder - been there, did that.
Overdoses - been there, did that.
Counseling - been there, did that.
Anti-depressants - been there, did that.
I DO UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH!!!!!

It gets to a point where you feel there is no hope.
BUT THERE IS HOPE!!!

You can't feel it now, but it's true. You won't live with your parents forever, even if each day feels like hell right now. There is a difference between a counselor and a therapist - you need to see a therapist, who has more experience and will understand you better. And if you don't click with one, don't give up on it; go to another therapist. Keep on trying until you find the one that works for you.

Hospitals have clinics where you can see therapists for a low fee. There are special programs for people with eating disorders and who self-harm.

I hope you are still going to school. If you are, please stay there and try to get into college or if that is too much, learn a trade where you can start working when you finish high school. Someone once told me the best way to get back at my parents was to be a success. Don't let them destroy your life. You can't solve their problems and their problems are not your fault!

You need to focus on yourself now. As hard as it is, just put one foot in front of the other and keep walking; just take it one day at a time and get through it. Each day you do that is a success.

You say you couldn't care anymore about life. That's how you feel NOW. Don't, please don't do anything to give up on life completely. I know you are 17 and 5 years from now or 10 feel so far away, but those years will get here eventually, and you will be a different person. You need help now; you need friends who will understand you. They are out there. You are not alone - you feel alone - they are 2 different things.

Doing all those those hurtful things will not make your family life change. You know that - you've tried them all. Suicide is the ultimate expression of - anger. You are so angry now, but it turns into depression because you don't want to feel angry at the parents you want to love you.
It's not the only way out. You need to do good things to and for yourself - you deserve it.

You can get through this - it's up to you. You've made it this far. Now you are getting closer to where you can make life yours. Don't quit. Find help and find others who will understand you and be your friends. Hopefully when time passes, you will look back and it will feel like it was a different life. Then you can say "been there, done that," because you don't do those things anymore, and life is good. My prayers are with you.