Severe anxiety?!

Severe anxiety?

im 14 and have crippling anxiety ( no joke im very serious, so dont say oh its just hormones, its not.)
i get panic attacks, and am depressed often. my friend killed herself a month ago, and i think thats what triggered it, i have had alot of people die around me, & i have been too 8 different therapists ever since i was little when my grandpa died, and i have taken anti depressants and they dont work.

(ssri's lexapro, zoloft) and my doctor only gave me those and tried ntohing else, but there has to be something out there.

im so nervous all the time its so bad, it has me scared to leave the house. idk what to do, i even tried to attempt suicide.

i don't know where to go or what to do. im afraid to talk to my doctor, i see him tomorrow. my mom wont switch doctors so i don't knwow aht to do. somebody help me pelase :(

My heart goes out to you, Mike. People don't understand that there's anxiety, bad anxiety, and what you're going through. You probably feel like you're had the ground pulled out from under you.

First thing: Don't make it worse. Do not resort to street drugs or alcohol. What you have is a recognized disorder that can be cured.

Find a mental health professional who specializes in anxiety and panic attacks. There are other drugs that may be taken in combination with anti-depressants. Discuss that possibility with a psychiatrist.

Whatever you do, Mike, don't give up.