I'm so depressed,family against me?!

I'm so depressed,family against me?

I have been having alot of problems with my mother,she is mentally ill and today she really frustrated me,it caused arguements and i felt everyone was against me and accusing me of hurting mum(even though i havent),my sister said something really nasty and now i never want anything to do with her again,it really hurt what she said. I suffer with depression and anxiety and i cant cope,i feel none of them are their to support me. The only thing that has kept me going is my bf but now he's changing and is distant with me,i feel he's the only reason why i'm still here. I have been crying nonestop,what am i supposed to do,how can i face another day?

"yes you are", but dont say the reason your still here is because of your bf you have a lot to live for dont do anything bad i'll promise to try and help you,your family still loves you and i love you please just dont do any thing bad God is watching over you always and forever email me if you wont i'm not going to be online for long ilovjesusaw@yahoo.com