Can i be bipolar?!
Question:
Can i be bipolar?
my parents hate each other, and have told me that theyve been together so long to give me a home. i feel so guilty, i just want to say im sorry until theres no tomorrow. i feel bad when anyone does anything good for me, i am scare of money because we do not have any, everytime i spend over 10$ i can hear their arguments in my head, and when i am goign to sleep i just cry so much, and think of horrible things i need to do to myself in order that i am "punished" for creating this life for my parents. sometimes i cut myself, only where no one can see. no one knows how i feel though; i am one of the happiest people in my job and life, and people love being around me, but i cant stand myself. is this a serious problem, or am i just too paranoid?
Answers:
It would be reckless to diagnose you here, you really need to see a doctor, if your parents don't have any money for this go to your Community Mental health center or a branch of NAMH.