Borderline Personality Disorder is acting up & dont know how to control it r!


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Borderline Personality Disorder is acting up & dont know how to control it right now.?

A lot of stuff has happened in a short time & I didnt show my feelings 4 awhile so I went into a state that I dont have any emotions. I wanted to die before I went into this non emotional state & I hate that I cant feel anything & the only way that I know how to bring me out of this is to hurt myself 2 make me feel something. Its like Im in a far away state. In a way dont want 2 come out of this because I will have 2 face all the feelings again & Im not strong when I feel emotions after this episode but on the other hand I know its totally unhealthy. I only show the feelings that I know people want to see. What should I do about this? How can I change this without feeling 2 strong of emotion & not be able 2 help it? I know if I stay in this episode 4 2 long I'll want 2 die 2 because 1 can only handle this 4 so long. I cant concentrate on anything because I feel like its not really happening. I dont feel like anything is really is true. I feel like Im watching myself. Others are...

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2 weeks ago
wondering whats wrong with me because I cant do anything very well that I cant usually do well. They dont know what Im going through right now and I dont know how to tell them because I have already tried and they didnt understand.

2 weeks ago
raptor there isnt a good phsychologist close to me because I have a disease that nobody wants to touch and the only ones that I can see I dislike very very much.

2 weeks ago
to BPD Suffering
I dont know how to contact you

2 weeks ago
I think I forgot a to add this. This state has lasted for about a week.


Answers:

Hi fellow BPD sufferer,

I also have BPD and have now managed to control myself to the point where self harm is not that much of an issue.

You need an outlet. Mine is art, writing, blogging, maybe even find a BPD support network in your area or online. It is very difficult to deal this illness, as your emotional balance is always off. Just take a deep breath and scream. Trust me it will help.

If you want to talk or just let it all out, and you will be ok.

Feel free to contact me if you want to talk.

Flick




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