Leading a life without fear?!

Leading a life without fear?

Problem: Basically, I've been verbally abused pretty much my whole life, and recently people have been telling me that I'm modest and how amazing I am. It's not just one person either, and it frustrates them that I don't believe thier words.

Question: I don't believe them, because I don't want it to get to my head, because I'm afraid if I do, people will leave me. I'm scared of being alone. How do I live a normal life, instead of a life lead by fear?

Take up a physical activity. Esp a martial art as it will help with other aspects of your life. Making progress starting from knowing nothing will provide you with tangible evidence of your success and worth.