Mental problems that might make my relationship suffer?!

Mental problems that might make my relationship suffer?

I've been depressed for a while now, and I've been with my boyfriend for a couple of months now. We love each other, but I keep doing things to push him away, telling him he'll just get tired of me someday. But I also think about how scared I'd be to ever get married to anyone, afraid they'd get tired of me and go find someone else, or leave me, or maybe worse than that. I don't have plans on getting married anytime soon, but still, I want to try to resolve this problem. Any suggestions?

Yes im going thru the same thing you are with your boyfriend, my girlfriend is the same way, now we live in different cities in the same state, but she wants to be with me but dont know how. Just hold on to your boyfriend, before you do something that youll regret later. If you love him, stay with him. Its the only advice i can give.