I'm never happy...I try so hard to think positive but...?!
Question:
I'm never happy...I try so hard to think positive but...?
my life is to much 4 me to handle. 2 make it short ill tell you why im so sad:i have friends but im really shy so they dont know me very well(plus they LOVE my bff, and barely know im alive) i feel like her sidekick, if they go out, SHE invites me. Also im big...like 260 pounds! and ive been starving myself but i put it back on...no guys like me, so i finally found one that i like, but he only visits his dad every once in a while( i live in the country, he comes for like 2 weeks,gone for 4) and its summer so theres no hope there. my mom is always in "competition" w/me and i cant stand it! the worst is that im no ones "first" as in no one thinks of me first, and im always seeing my brother, or my bff being put "first" whether w/friends or my parents. I try to be happy, but if i think about it, everything in my life is bad. I always feel like breaking down and i try to get back up, but i cant. i just want to be happy...can any1 tell me how? thnx
Answers:
Look up Dysthimic Disorder. It sounds like this is what you may have. Basically, it is a steady stream of depression interupted by bouts of deep depression that can last anywhere from one day to a week.
http://familydoctor.org/online/famdocen/...