What is my problem? am i depressed or more than that?!

What is my problem? am i depressed or more than that?

i'm 21.....

recently i lost 5 cats with no explanation

i felt very sad and hurt because i was close with them....

at first i accuse my mum ( i live with her) for relocating them. she did complained that we have too many...

after another one disappear, i started to think it might be my neighbour who did that...

and i don't feel like staying there anymore, and i don't feel like doing anything but cry...i became very emotional and prone to shouting

i don't feel like eating...and i'm not interested to go to my class anymore (i'm still studying)

i have also thinking of suicide, but not that strong...

i also start to lost faith in GOD

2 weeks ago
i just can't accept that somebody did that to me....and i keep wondering who might did that and it's killing me inside but i just couldn't stop

i think the cats are the last straw...you have these feeligns inside for a long time ....but now they came out.is there a counselor at school who can help?
good luck and try to look at your supressed anger befor the cats!!!