Do you think I have some type of mental disorder?!
Question:
Do you think I have some type of mental disorder?
There are several things that happen to me often that make me think I might have some kind of disorder. For example: I was on a train today and there was a young male conductor in his twenties. He was very attractive in my opinion but I knew that I would have no chance with him on several accounts. First, there was about a 7 year age difference. (my age is off on my account. Plus i'm guessing on his age) Since I knew this was the only time I would most likely ever see him. I started to worry about the train ride ending, and not seing him again. So I incospicuously tried to take a couple of pictures of him. (I know i will never see him again). Then after the ride had ended and i returned home, I got very deressed over the thought of never seing him again. I felt as if he was someone that was a huge part of my life. I couldn't stop thinking about him. I soon lost interest in things that were once a large part of my life, and my outlook on life turned verry grim and hasnt imporved. HELP!
Answers:
As crazy as I may sound.. Yes, it has effected you, but why? Maybe something deep inside you is telling you that this person is a huge part of your life? If something like that happened to me, I would definately try to find him again and see why I felt that way. Cause don't you kinda think that sounds like fate telling you that you went the wrong way?