So upset please help?!

So upset please help?

I do not do anything around the house or have a job, and though my parents rarely say anything I know that they are mad at me. My dad just came down to yell at me because all I ever do is watch tv and be online.

It is true that I accomplish nothing. I have maybe dried the dishes a couple of times, and helped my mom fold the sheets once, and done a bit of laundry, but that is it in the last two months.

I am just so depressed. I do not want to do anything because I will mess it up, and I do not want to be around people because if I am there will be a fight. There is a fight if I come out of my room when I wake up. There is a fight if I offer to cook breakfast for people. There is a fight if I pet my dog. There is a fight if I watch one television program per day. There is a fight if I go to bed. There is a fight no matter what I do or don't do.

But I do not want to tell my parents that I am depressed because I will have to go on meds that do not work and they will yell at me for

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everything that I used to do. They will start searching my room because they think that if I admit to being depressed I must have cutting implements or drugs, and I don't, have never had drugs and haven't cut for over a year.

And there would be a fight about the doctor, and a fight about me continuing to see a doctor when I go to college in a few months, and a fight about everything.

I am not suicidal, not by any means, but they keep yelling at me because they think I am.

I am just so so so upset because no matter what I do it is wrong. I just can't cope with it, not even in the slightest and I don't know what to do.

i know exactly what you're goin through. my parents are always yelling at me for no reason just because i sit in my room and do nothing because i mess everything up. like everything is my fault. the sky could fall and its my fault. but i learn to deal with it. i used to be suicidal but not anymore. i take 2 anti depressents and they work. just try to talk to your parents about it and try to do better. thats what i did and it worked for me. i hope everything gets bettter. it will if you just talk to them. good luck darlin!!